Alright, the Universe said…”Be Humble, Sit Down” ⚛️👁️🫣
First off—this week comes in a bit heavy handed but this is an insightful read, so get some headphones and set your Spotify to Yppah…then continue reading. Asè.
I sense a moment coming here where you decide what you will and won’t give your energy to anymore. A HUGE pattern break, but it’s a slow, antagonizing crescendo. A door finally closes to one pattern, one way of thinking, and a passageway opening up to a new way of being.
The thing about alchemy, is that it teaches us where to place our energy and where to pull energy from. The collective exhaustion is partially a result of an imbalance in water energy. An outpouring; wasteful. But a lack of direction with Jupiter in Gemini. And the Air energy, is centered around finding a direction and right now, collectively, there is none. This is a time of internal direction. The “calm” before the storm. Something eerie lurking beneath the surface, waiting for the right moment to reveal itself. The ironic thing, is that I don’t feel this revealing is a bad thing, I just feel that it is going to change the script a bit.
This week, be careful with where you’re spending your energy right now. You just might be overthinking and wasting your own time. There are narcissistic entities being sucked out with the timeline collapse that just happened. But that doesn’t mean all narcissism. And narcissism isn’t something you fight, it’s something you transmute and resist.
It feels like something is void of course—like there is some disconnection from the current time and space. A suspension of disbelief, if you will. And scrappy doo is attempting to squabble up, while Scooby holds him up by the collar. You may find yourself in between states of aggressively arguing with reality and states of nihilism. Something is falling on deaf ears, but which message and what person? That feels more like a Rubik’s Cube than a cut and dry answer. Your guides could also be holding you back by the collar to get a point across to you about the bigger picture that you are not facing or seeing. The duality present is simply a byproduct of timeline convergence.
Speaking of timelines, I’ll be offering a class on timelines this weekend. We’ll be breaking down how this works, why it’s happening, and the effect it will have on your life. We will also be doing a group healing to focus on astral cleansing and grounding for those who are experiencing heavy energetic chaos and conscious disturbances due to this. This will help with those of you developing gifts, running yourself ragged trying to find answers or just throwing fists with the void. This class will offer an expansion of the astral portion of the psychic defense class but will also be easy to understand if you didn’t take that class (however, the class is still available for purchase through Wednesday if you still want to purchase the recording). This class will also be recorded if you can’t make the scheduled time.
But back to this week…we’re just not there yet, but that doesn’t mean that what you do between now and where you want to be, isn’t important. Even saying that feels like some impending doom, death clock. It’s not. It’s just a frequency thing. And frequency takes time to adjust and refine. It’s a game of finesse in a Cirque du Soleil madhouse. Which means, more than ever, you have the freedom to create your own reality, but will you see that freedom or even accept it when you do? What you think can and will most likely manifest, on some level. If ever there were a time to embrace our freedom and give less fucks, now is that time. The problem is, many of us are fighting to change the one thing we can’t and giving it all of our fucks, while dismissing the freedom we do have. Do we even know what freedom means?
We’re still chained…to something. And speaking of chains—*hard bike screech*—um, masculine collective, we need to talk.
Ew. Those are never good words to hear. Yea, this feels like a breakup. Maybe just with an old aspect of yourself or something you continue to put up with, but a breakup, nonetheless. Honestly, the cards that came out here are rough. They’re indicating a female collective trapped in unhealed masculine energy; overtly controlling, perfectionist, perhaps insidiously manipulating. And a male collective trapped in unhealed feminine energy; codependency, insecurities and even a wee bit desperate—yea, that was harsh, but don’t shoot the messenger.
Here’s the thing, not all unhealed energy means bad intentions, but if good intentions aren’t going nowhere or just creating toxic loops, then we’ve got to pull back and resurface in logic and balance for a moment. The problem is, once again, an excess of water energy, Mars retrograding in Cancer and North Node, Neptune and Saturn in Pisces is giving. My rose colored glasses broke, my backups are slugged with smoggy water. I can’t feel my face, my heart is falling into my ass and I have no idea what the fuck is about to drop out of the sky next week—all I want to do is scream like a child or desperately pretend this isn’t happening. The Universe is saying Error 404. You missed my memo.
This is where I come in with some cold, hard truths. Because behind all of this, I’ve been sitting back observing the current mental state of the awakening collective and occasionally getting caught in the spokes. I’ve been there, during my own awakening process. I see it everywhere. Survival, Psychosis, Conspiracy, Chaos. It’s the Christian Judgement Day-ers to the Underground Government Sex Cult, PizzaGate, God knows what Conspiracy Theorists to the WW3 bunkers. It’s the: Where’s my next paycheck coming from? What am I going to do with my kids? Should I flee the country? What happens if this, that and the other happens next? What the hell are we going to do? The world is ending narrative.
I get it, I get it, I get it. And I do see it running rampant right now, despite my attempts not to get pulled down into that frequency. It’s a mess and it’s nothing new, but it is a bit more extreme than the last cycle, I will definitely give you that. So slow down.
This is a new wave and there is a plan…whether you believe in divine orchestration, karma, sacred geometry, or whatever, there’s always more to the story. I mean unless you really believe a bunch of evil souls in meat suits with unfathomable bank accounts, hold our destiny’s in their meaty and greedy little hands, in which case I can’t help you. I won’t tell you what to believe, but I will teach you that narrative is simply disempowering, a waste of time and choosing a lower dimensional way of thinking.
So my advice—go through with your individual journey and try not to get pulled into the journey’s and processes of another. And as much as I hate this next part, the real problem is that we’re still in a Pisces North Node, until the summer of 2026, when the North Node transitions into Aquarius. Which means we’re going to be faced with a constant unraveling of new secrets and unexpected surprises that complicate the storyline. And we’re most likely going to be seeing a very inconsistent collective attempt at humanitarianism and unity. Simply put, we’re all growing spiritually. Give it time. I would recommend not scrolling too much for this reason alone. And regardless of what you’re going through, it’s nothing to be ashamed of, but you know what they say—it’s not your fault that it happened, but it is your responsibility to deal with it. Know your boundaries, take care of your needs and focus on your lane. Again, you create your own reality, so slow down and try to take it day by day.
WHEW. Now that we’ve handled that...
WHAT THE FUCK DO WE DO ABOUT ABUNDANCE!? Because I know most of you are like career is feeling a bit meh…or AHH…or Tina from Bob’s Burgers, gripping the steering wheel, saying uhhhhh, as you approach a brick wall at 5mph but somehow can’t find the brake. OR you are struggling with love, relationships, community and feeling like you just don’t quite fit in right now; loneliness encroaching.
This is a tricky time. Tricky social dynamics, tricky institutional and economic transitions, tricky states of being, mentally and emotionally. It can be a great time for community but challenging given the awakening and conscious expansions at hand. It can also be an open invitation for toxic bonds to form, just due to the obvious trauma at hand. Slow down and talk to your ancestors, first and foremost. While there is much to be faced and healed on that level, for everyone, each and every one of you has protection in this way, so sit with them in stillness and let them help you. Be open to offerings from them, in the way of community, career, finances, and the likes.
Secondly, come back to frequency. Align with your authentic truth. Remember what I said about the throat chakra a week or so ago? You attract the frequency you vibrate at. What is your self-expression? What do you want to attract? Are you in that energy yourself? Are you available for that energy? Can you hold space for it? And not to mention, ladies, the yoni…use it. That fire is powerful! Find your flow and focus on what ignites your inner child, your joy, and a sense of internal stability. Focus on alignment. Focus on anchoring a higher timeline. This is something we all struggle with when there is a lot of change and chaos about, but I cannot reiterate this enough, you DO have a choice. Don’t let your will to stand in your power be swept away in this madness.
Once you’ve identified your blocks and your resistance to flow, you can slow down and have fun with the experience. “Don’t take it so serious, everything in life is a love story,” —Londrelle. It’s as if the entire problem itself is the WTF IS GOING ON part. But we’re so used to having a solution, knowing what comes next and being prepared. Just when you feel you conquered the puzzle, found your upper hand, the Universe throws you a new tidal wave. That’s Pisces North Node.
The current reality is giving a very merry unbirthday to YoU!? To mE!? Things are a little trippy in that way. And it’s all. on. purpose. The Universe is challenging us to go deeper and deeper and deeper. Our roots connect at the end of this “squid game” but when and where and how…that part is up to you, when you’re ready to discover it. Because you could be Alice crying yourself into an ocean of tears orrrrrrr….you could be having tea at a garden party with your spirit guides and creating a colorful world of whimsy and anchoring in a higher vibration. The controversy around doing that is up to you to work through…deeper, and deeper, and deeper. Allow the feminine to rise. cough back to the masculine collective healing and karmic chains paragraph above…*cough*
With love, always, this was a reckoning I also have been experiencing. When I get this tough, it means we all needed it, in some way, in some form. But in all seriousness, we are much stronger than we are acting, collectively. And so I hope this triggers you to ground rather than triggering you to fight a void.
Anywho…here’s the incoming astrology this week:
Monday evening, the moon moves into Leo and slowly simmers our agitations to a boiling point and much needed release during the Full Moon on Wednesday. The whole purpose of this Leo Full Moon is to access joy. What makes you happy? That energy is expansive, it’s contagious and it is so very needed right now. But joy is also easily syphoned which brings me to the next thing…
Be mindful of the company you keep. Thursday the moon moves into Virgo, grounding us into this new paradigm and challenging us to adapt new routines or get carried undertow as the collective continues to wax and wane through the changes. Drive your routines, boundaries and make your own way here. Also, beware, there is an air of “Bitch be humble, Sit down” that the Universe is casting back at all of us, like a no one goes unchecked way, in respects to whatever energy Leo brought. It’s kind of this, rollercoaster energy that keeps happening every time something exciting or good happens and then we get the clap back of…but don’t forget the overall collective struggle at hand. Again, that’s Pisces North Node.
I’m picking up mother wounds to also be highlighted during this time, as well as feminine wounds getting checked—mostly issues around perfectionism, nitpicking, smothering mother energy, codependency, caddy competition and other checks and balances that ultimately point back to our feminine selfcare or lack there of. How much are you giving yourself what you need right now? Be honest. Is there a way in which you need to slow down to prevent future burn out and unnecessary arguments. Remeber, this is important in order to sustain this angsty period that Cancer Mars retrograde is incessantly pressing us with.
On Friday, Mercury moves into Pisces, challenging our ability to communicate in a clear and concise way. Pisces leaves room for error in communication due to its fluid nature. This could agitate boundaries. I’m giving, the energy of firmly stated boundaries and passion projects just falling on deaf ears. Too many passions, too many perspectives, and not enough direction. This will either frustrate you, lead you into new relationship dynamics, which have the potential to be toxic and codependent, or thrust you deeper into a creative project, a mindset shift, or a spiritual journey. The astral is so key to Piscean energy, and again another reason why I am offering the timeline and astral healing workshop—so if this is of concern for you, check it out under the events tab. Boundaries are key.
On Saturday the moon moves into Libra and the air bites back a bit…again. There could be some sudden shifts that advocate for healthy balance, but also could lead to snappy arguments or pushy instigations that once again, challenge boundaries.
Lastly, Pallas moves into Aquarius, the asteroid that represents a person’s independent spirit, intuition and awareness; it is represented by the Greek Goddess Athena of wisdom, warcraft and handicraft. I’m channeling a LOT of energetic disturbance here. And going off of last week’s message, there is something here that holds us all up, in some capacity, unable to balance our own bicycle’s and quite frankly something that is tangling us in other’s bicycle spokes. It seems overall, quantum entanglement pushing a challenge to the forefront again. We are still in denial of something, something we want to let go of caring about.
The song ABRACADABRA is playing here. It’s a Gaga moment—to be a monster or not to be a monster. This is something surrounding judgement and personal choices. THAT is the incoming moment of Justice and clarity with this Libra moon. I heard, “we are all taking this way too personally”—a collective moment of dropping a very heavy fuck—in whatever regards. And then some serious pattern break moment, the dropping of a sword in order to lessen the weight and dense energy you carry on your travels to a higher frequency.
And now can we all say…WOOOOOOOO SAAAAAAAA…that was fucking heavy. Take a break and sit with the hard parts of that. A good meditation for this week ahead and something to come back to. Every challenge is helping us shift our perception because, when you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change. So with that, I bid you ado and take care this week.