Week 3/3 - 3/10: Fortune Favors the Magician
I hate to make a biblical statement right out the gate here, but I think it’s part of the irony this week. Anywho, it seems it is the working of pain into purpose that becomes the loaf that feeds thousands. In the show, the Magicians, they say magic comes from pain and pain seems to be the endlessly flowing oasis of energy that is the gift that keeps on giving these days.
But oddly enough, this pain, it’s not so grim, unless it’s the brothers. (ha ha) Yup, riddles and satire. Because nothing comes without a price and pain is a hell of a price to pay. This month, brings crashing waves of the contrasting energies of Pisces and Aries, astrologically, which we’ll break down later, but for now, just know this energy is a little bit fairy tale and a lotta bit riddles, tricks, and mischief. And while we’ve got a few collectives in and out of existential dread, dark night of the souls and a lot of initiations, no matter where your head is at, you’re probably transmuting someone’s projected pain, if not grieving your own.
So are you ready to work this pain into purpose? And that purpose into power? Magick. Can you overcome a season of loss, the patience and dedication it takes to build through collective crisis, or simply, the fear of being misunderstood in this ongoing transition? That is your challenge.
Clocks by Coldplay began playing in the background as I start this…
“Am I a part of the cure,
Or am I part of the disease?”
This energy speaks to Jupiter in Gemini’s expansion through curiosity alongside the journey of enlightenment through Pisces North Node. Confusion, confusion, confusion. What is happening? How does this work again? Who the fuck even am I? It is the reason why there is so much confusion around the self (on top of everything else) as we are going through challenging metamorphoses. It wants you to question who you are. It wants you to go deeper.
This energy feels like we’re on the brink of the ultimate realization that nothing has truly been holding us this entire time. The illusion of safety and structure, all within our own minds. The realization that past mistakes were never actually the make it or break it thing in our lives. And the reality check it takes to see past the mirage of self-sabotage and self-fulfilling prophecy. The reality that what comes next is seemingly unknown and we are collectively and individually responsible for creating it.
There is something about fruits, jams and purées, that I am channeling here. Pulp included? There is something we can no longer pretend to filter. Purity has left the building. And quite frankly, was it ever actually present? Which means, we must learn to love or at least accept the stuff we cannot fully remove. For many, this week (and month, truly) will be a deep look into the mirror. A moment of full acceptance, of release and of detachment, or for some, a much needed realization around self-deceit.
And so it goes…as I step into this next section (for editing) the song Breathe Me by Sia begins playing…
“Lost myself again, and I feel unsafe,
Be my friend, hold me,
Wrap me up, unfold me,
I am small and needy,
Warm me up and breathe me”
This is a time of internal growth more than ever before. But someone is not listening and they won’t. (This could be many someones, take what resonates). Something is being carefully protected here, by the ancestors, by your Akashics, by the future, but the level of acceptance needed to get from point A to point B is being somewhat forced by the Universe at this point. And while there is an overarching Death card, the Chariot is available—but it is tilting sideways, as if we are perceiving our forward movement as stifled, challenged. Truly though, it’s just the energy of Death in the air. The broken mirror.
It feels like we’re getting caught up on something we cannot change or a situation that is about to pass and cannot hold you up any longer, unless you allow it. But even then, I say, to what extent? Something is fated to change, regardless of wrong moves here. There is something that is going to work in your favor, more than it is right now, but it’s being kind of cloaked, hidden in plain sight. And also…clocks. Depending on the actions taken, maybe the timelines could alter, but the outcome remains the same.
Don’t fight yourself on what you think should happen right now, but rather, let the storm pass and keep moving in silence as it does. You will come out like a powerful lioness [or ram, because Aries Season] at the end of this. Pick your animal spirit. This will begin around the end of March however, as Neptune steps into Aries on March 30th until 2039 (<— this transit may be the most important upcoming shift, we’ll break it down in the astrology report below).
It feels like there are a lot of lessons that we are learning, during this March Madness, that will grant us success despite the mayhem of working around, well, sociopaths, if I’m being completely honest, and also those plagued by their own denial, master manipulators, compulsive liars. THIS is the collective Death Card, by the way. We are developing stealth mode. So your job is to see every single challenge as a gift, a lesson that will teach you and train you for the future.
Now let’s get into the nitty gritty for this week ahead…
On Monday there seems to be a challenge that resurfaces—“Here I go again on my own”—Whitesnake playing briefly in my head. The Emperor and 10 of pentacles are present. This could be a masculine collective, but this feels like what you’re being called to embody. “BOTH”, I hear, loudly. With firm boundaries, strong will, and a little discipline, the blessings and resources you need will continue to flow. And while there are some things that could drag you down (we’ll discuss below in the collective breakdown) work on gratitude and peace of mind. Your manifestations will flow better, the more relaxed and laid back you are. And…I hate to say this, but it could always be worse.
This is where you may run into some issues, again, specifically with the masculine collective. You could be dealing with some gaslighting and victim mentality here, but definitely some anger and arrogance being thrown around. Someone is trying to excuse bad behavior. Resist this at all costs. It smells like crabs and seafood—Cancer energy. Something could be fishy, again, mischief, but no matter what is being thrown at you, is it your emotions playing tricks on you? Like is this really that disappointing and challenging or are you lowkey bothered by something else that is still lingering on your mind? Like the ghosts of your past that just won’t rest.
Either way, the song, Take Me to Church by Hozier started playing in the background…(a shadow coming through) “more like a class in psychology and maybe quantum physics, but I digress”. Someone is NOT in the mood. And someone else is definitely trying to play their cards, but the hand is faulty. There is also the potential for micromanaging here and THAT is where that Emperor energy is being called upon, to set strong boundaries and not feed the tomfoolery. I think it’s time to sit this one out “King”—now is not the time Draco Malfoy.
It’s giving Lost Boys (the movie).
Anyway, this time loop is creating an empowering opportunity beneath the surface and the opportunity seems to present itself midweek. This opportunity will require deep acceptance of something you cannot change, but also an inspired action that will essentially reinstate some much needed balance and all that’s left is to leave your disappointment (or shame) at the door.
So bag lady, you don’t have to keep hurting your back, dragging all them bags, like that (Erykah Badu, Bag Lady). You may have to drop something to move through this passageway.
With Aries energy ramping up in the collective (again, mentioned below), adamancy is strong right now, but so is existential crisis, so this is an opportunity to check that. This something that you can’t change is the very thing you’ve been caught obsessing over recently. The Universe is saying, you cannot skip steps if you want to be successful. But there is something about this process that is bothersome or just downright obnoxious. The only thing blocking your path is the pain we mentioned at the beginning, which is exactly what you need to fuel your magic and the portal is wide open.
Which brings me to a break down of the collectives I’ve tapped into and the lessons to come this week:
A collective who has been manifesting love will turn a corner in their perspective around an issue they’ve been facing in love. A difficult conversation lies ahead for many. For some a mask drops, and you are finally able to see someone for who they are, so they can let go of a false ideal around a partner or lover. Others may gain more clarity around what they actually want in love. It seems the next action steps to take in order to access the life where that love exists will reveal themselves. Either way, acceptance and patience are necessary.
A collective who has been moving through thick illusions around their authentic truth , path of purpose, or north node, is going to be met with the “real” problem this week. You may have had suspicions, but this week reveals what has been hiding in the shadows and helps you get to the root. This will strengthen your sense of self and open you up to more self-trust, and trust in the process. Don’t give up now, victory lies on the other side of this “mishap”. Whatever comes up this week is revealing a piece of yourself that you may have left behind, avoided, or a piece of the puzzle that helps to clear up the fog.
A collective who has been fighting to speak up about something and step out of some form of control, abuse, or toxicity, is learning the power of compartmentalization. There has been an aspect to what you are battling that feels overwhelming to your mind and it has probably taken a toll on your health as well. Something will lessen the blow of a challenge this week, by exposing where to let go. You can’t save ‘em all. This may come with what seems like a defeat, but by walking away, you are taking your power back. This will serve you in the long run, more than you can see right now.
A collective who has been working through a paradigm shift is turning a corner and experiencing some much needed relief this week. There are two parties present, one who is coming to acceptance with what has come to pass, and one who is coming to terms with what cannot be changed within the perception of that situation. One party is letting go of an old version of someone, while that someone is accepting what they cannot change within those perceptions. Both are accepting loss. A liminal state perhaps, but definitely a paradigm shift.
The week ends with a fool card for everyone. A new beginning. The only challenge left: will you accept the unknown?
March’s Astrology:
Venus Retrograde in Aries began the 1st and will continue through April 12th. Someone on threads said this retrograde feels like Quinn Love from the show You and I couldn’t agree more. We are collectively challenged to lean into our dark feminine energy and accept the natural flow of things. There is a potential for challenges with manifestations, but more so, timing, which I’ll expand on in Mercury’s breakdown below. Resisting this flow could invite a level of callous nature and ruthlessness that could take a dark turn.
This is a time of refinement around the way you work with the law of attraction. It will affect love and career, as well as new projects, new job offers, and financial endeavors. Your challenge is in trusting your gut over any mirage that the Universe may be painting into your reality. This transit will also test the boundaries of your mind and tap you into a higher dimension if you abide, so allow the rolling thunder to take hold within and practice not taming, but finessing the fire.
Mercury Retrograde’s pre-shadow begins this week—time is the enemy. As Mercury steps into Aries on March 3rd through March 29th, adamancy is strong, but the direction needed to make an impact is missing. This transit will challenge you to see past limitations for yourself. It will empower you to think and speak for yourself. It will test your commitments and shoulder you into your own lane. See this through because it’s a gift that will excavate a lost voice. See this through and receive a leg up. But beware of nihilism and an “every man for himself” vibe that could have your walls taller than your castle, if you know what I mean.
Eclipse Season begins on March 14th with our first Full Moon Lunar Eclipse in Virgo, alongside Mercury officially moving into retrograde the next day. Things could slow down to a forced stop (at least for a day or two), driving your focus to something that is blocking your alignment. It feels like this is one of those moments where we realize what is and isn’t a losing battle. A massive release of unnecessary tension and stress, but not without a little cosmic knocking of our hard heads and stubborn habits.
The Mercury Retrograde here will simultaneously test the agility of our minds. It seems that while the potholes have been marked, the infinite nature of our consciousness has a way of steering us dangerously close to them still. This could also be someone else in your energy. Be careful not to get caged in the echoes of your past. Focus and discipline, not perfection. And if people are trying you, let them…let them fall into the pits of their own games and obsessions.
Aries Season begins on the 20th as the Sun moves into Aries and this is where the tug-o-war ramps back up. There will most likely be some hard rebuttals from the masculine energy during this time. There is a collective who feels infantilized and attempts to overthrow in an explosive manner. It’s giving a bit of “He Man” behavior, but ironically, this isn’t as funny as it sounds. It’s quite tragic actually. This feels more like a forced dark night of the soul that is deeply devastating to a chivalrous inner child. Don’t expect much knight in shining armor behavior during this time, be mindful of the potential for explosive physical behavior (rage and violence) and also be mindful of your emotional boundaries, because there is a huge emotional purge here, and someone could be clinging on for dear life.
On the 27th Venus retrogrades back into Pisces, and where this retrograde was challenging our temper, attitude and boundaries, it will shift into more of a challenge around our self-care, mindset and willpower. Beware of overindulgence and obsessive thinking.
Our willpower will be heavily tested as we experience the New Moon Partial Solar Eclipse in Aries on the 29th. Something will most likely shoulder your path during this time and maybe in a way you least expect. The message is to stay straight. But something here is extra tempting. 99% of you will not face a crossroads here, but may meet a mirage of a crossroads. This eclipse happens alongside Mercury retrograding back into Pisces where communication could get more complicated, but potentially less battle oriented. The good news is, everything is a bit less abrasive. The bad news is, there’s a potential for impulsivity and manipulation here. Desires and temptations are weighing heavily on our choices.
Regardless of where you are at this point of the month, prepare for some unexpected twists. New layers to the story; missing puzzle pieces and secrets exposed. Work with new ideas and insights here though, it could be gold. No matter what, just breathe and try your best to touch some grass and stay grounded.
Now, for the grand finale. Neptune will be transiting through the final and critical 29th degree of Pisces throughout March and then moves over to Aries on March 30th. This will bring a lingering vibe of finality to some old illusions that we have been moving out of, especially since Saturn entered Pisces in March of 2023. Expect masks to continue to fall and pressure added to our awakening process—so new gifts, new levels of acceptance around our authenticity and uniqueness, and LOTS OF WEIRD DREAMS.
This will be extra heavy for Capricorns, and possibly Cancers. This will be highly liberating for Aries and Pisces, and potentially Libras.
Neptune’s transit in Aries will continue through 2039. It will test your limits, so this is a time to start prioritizing self-care and boundaries. Know when to say no. Know when you have had enough. Simply put, know thyself. The quote I saw that hit home for this is…“You are not required to set yourself on fire to keep other people warm” —unknown. There is a stark difference between helping to build a fire and setting yourself on fire, in order to keep others warm. Know that line well, because it will be tested.
And on that note, I’ve decided to give the class schedule a break for a couple of week’s while I work on class content. We will have some classes on working in the spirit realm, working with spirit guides and deities, as well as telepathy in the coming weeks. Thank you everyone for your patience, as it’s my goal to bring quality content.
For now, focus on leaning into that dark feminine energy and self-care. Trust the process!